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Chara ([personal profile] fulllifeconsequences) wrote 2016-10-01 05:15 pm (UTC)

[They can feel another SAVE being pressed into existence, and they don't know if it's a relief or if they're terrified it's a mistake. There's no going back to before this happened, no erasing these effects completely. Is that okay? Is that really okay, or is... is Frisk just doomed?

Why did they... why did they even have to be like this? Why didn't they learn from their mistakes? They love Frisk, so they trick Frisk into giving them things. Make Frisk start an encounter, make them fight even if they don't want to. They take something that's supposed to be comforting and happy and turn it into a weapon.

They give Asgore a pie. They tell Asriel he can be like Hyperdeath for real, can be strong, can free everyone, can be a hero. They tell Frisk "thank you" and fill their head with nonsense scenarios about being like a real Dreemurr, not a parasite, truly one of them - and for what? Look what happened.

* Look what you've done.

They know. They always knew. They're dangerous, poisonous, take everything pure and kind that's given to them and twist it into something awful and horrible and just break things beyond repair. Why did they even hope-

Big kids don't cry. Chara never says "I'm sorry," because "sorry" is never, ever good enough. They can't undo this, can't right this, can't make it okay - that power was never theirs. So what... what do they do with this feeling? How do they...

Chara smiles brightly.]


Well! I'm never doing that again!

[Can't even think of a joke, of a punchline to showcase the fact that they don't care, they're not taking this seriously, they'll all laugh about it later instead of regretting it for the entire rest of their unnatural, unwanted unlife! So they just dust their hands off, shrug.]

You're certain you're unhurt? Perhaps you'd better get into bed. Rest a while, even just for two minutes. That's enough to make sure your HP is where it should be, is it not? Better safe than sorry; you've only got four more deaths before they start to really count, right?

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