I watched you turn into your costume. I should have considered it could happen.
[But they took that risk. And they took that risk well knowing that Chara has never reacted well to seeing themself, not any version of themself, and yet - they went ahead with it anyway. Foolishly. Selfishly.
They say it like it's news. It hurt so badly they'd rather be dead. They remember that. And then - they smile, very slightly, a small and wry upward quirk of the lips.]
And how is that different from how we are normally?
[A little joke. Ha ha. We both hate ourselves and secretly crave the embrace of death, only death is just too good for them. Too good, and too brief. And not enough.
cw hella suicide ideation
[But they took that risk. And they took that risk well knowing that Chara has never reacted well to seeing themself, not any version of themself, and yet - they went ahead with it anyway. Foolishly. Selfishly.
They say it like it's news. It hurt so badly they'd rather be dead. They remember that. And then - they smile, very slightly, a small and wry upward quirk of the lips.]
And how is that different from how we are normally?
[A little joke. Ha ha. We both hate ourselves and secretly crave the embrace of death, only death is just too good for them. Too good, and too brief. And not enough.
Never enough.]