But they know being horrible is a solution, too. They can frustrate the messages into stopping. They can make people give up. They can make it utterly and completely not worth it. They can just choose to not earn mercy or care or security, and revel in the freedom that choice leaves them.]
I'm super dead. I decided buttercups would take too long this time, so I remembered a few absolutely hilarious one-liners about going down the lane instead of across the street. But, nah, still too long, right? So I just took a big old knife (ha ha, I'm the knife kid) and carved myself up like a Christmas ham. Two to the gut, one to the chest, opened myself up like a present. I tried to rip my own heart out, but it turns out I don't have one anymore.
It felt exactly like it did when my parents, my neighbors, my teachers, everyone who ever pretended they cared all tore Asriel to pieces in my favorite flowerbed. It was super great. Why don't you ask him how it felt? He must miss that, too.
TIME FOR SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM CW JESUS CHRIST
But they know being horrible is a solution, too. They can frustrate the messages into stopping. They can make people give up. They can make it utterly and completely not worth it. They can just choose to not earn mercy or care or security, and revel in the freedom that choice leaves them.]
I'm super dead. I decided buttercups would take too long this time, so I remembered a few absolutely hilarious one-liners about going down the lane instead of across the street. But, nah, still too long, right? So I just took a big old knife (ha ha, I'm the knife kid) and carved myself up like a Christmas ham. Two to the gut, one to the chest, opened myself up like a present. I tried to rip my own heart out, but it turns out I don't have one anymore.
It felt exactly like it did when my parents, my neighbors, my teachers, everyone who ever pretended they cared all tore Asriel to pieces in my favorite flowerbed. It was super great. Why don't you ask him how it felt? He must miss that, too.